Dear So and So

[alexis_the_tiny]

Dear _____,

If you wanted to have dinner with your teamates, SAY SO IN THE FIRST PLACE. Don't agree to have dinner with me, then go all Hmmm and huuuh and then tell me you'd like a post race nap and can we please cancel dinner. And then I DON'T DARE CALL YOU BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO DISTURB YOUR POST RACE NAP AND LOOK LIKE AN ******* and it turns out, you FINALLY call me and YOU'RE HAVING DINNER WITH YOUR TEAMATES. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I'M DOING THIS ANY MORE BECAUSE THIS ISN'T EVEN THE FIRST TIME.

Me.

(Excuse the caps.)

Also:

Dear best friend,

I wish you were home. I miss talking to you on the phone and being able to just go out with you. BBM, twitter and skype doesn't make being on a completely different continent from you any less hard.