so tonight was my first night that i made dinner and it really didn't turn out at all and that's being nice about it. be it luck or something else, every other dinner i've ever made turned out. i didn't know what to do. BF invited a co-worker over for dinner too. i feel like a complete @$$ for how it didn't turn out and how i reacted.

if anyone is wondering i attempted to make a new stew recipe and it turned out WAY WAY to salty. i just followed the recipe and worked so hard on it. i was devistated and all i could do from crying is not say a word. which probably didn't help either, didn't look so good infront of company.

i'm sure i'm not the only one in this boat, but i still feel bad about it. i'll be able to laugh about it sometime in the future, i'm having a hard time doing that right now. i just feel like its all my fault. i take so much pride in my cooking and i feel like a total failure.