My appointment is tomorrow at 10:45 am, I have copies of my CT scan (geez, about 20 separate films!), I am prepared!

My friends at work are more freaked out than I am, it's kind of funny. They look at me all hang-dog "How are you feeling today? You doing OK?" I'm bouncing around, all thrilled about actually getting a real diagnosis and treatment after all this time.

I've told them to lighten up, they're depressing me....