(((Marni))) I'm so sorry this isn't over. These tests sound so annoying and painful, but obviously they catch things a lot earlier now. At least that gives you time to figure out what to do, but I know that doesn't make these decisions any easier. Whatever you do, we're here for you. I hope we can help you find peace and strength through this. I know how far you've come with your fitness, and I know you will win this race. You can do it.