geez, it's not like i'm suicidal...
it's been 2 years, maybe a tiny bit less...i've dated several girls, i've been on and off the market since...and yeah, so far, epic fail. i feel like i let the best one get away. i regret it. i wish i could have another shot. and it TOTALLY threw me for a loop when she left that tearful voicemail. that's what has me all messed up. until that voicemail i got the other day...i would have told you i was almost over her. i'd still think about her when i saw or heard something that would trigger a memory...but the urge to contact her was very very rare, maybe once every six months or less...
funny thing is...this girl was supposed to be the rebound girl of a different girl that broke my heart. turns out the rebound girl was so much more than the girl before her. and what do i do? i break her heart. (and mine.)
i'm so dumb...maybe i'm just bad at relationships...




