bother,ill come clean,usede to have anorexia,over the last year its been nipping at my heels,now im more under weight and depressio n has kicked in i havent the energy to be happy and bike performance in decline,need to get on top of this NOW dr has prescribed antidepressants and ive had to rehome my dog as its another stress.so,does anyone know of a sports nutritionalist that would understand the bike and eating disorders,one prob im having over here is as im 48kg im not considered a liability even though im 5'5 1/2" so the medical staff keep ignoring my weight loss.i know it needs to be adressed,surley there are some sports people that do offer paid advice through the world of email etc.i feel daft now as ive kinda touched on the topic but time to be more honest now.

im ususally such a bright bubbly spark too,need to get myself back together asap!