
Originally Posted by
smurfalicious
Strangely think mom supports the purchase of a BMX bike, she knows how much we ripped it up in the neighborhood park as kids and she knows I'm a big overgrown kid.
Here, take a look at this. If she's not too old for BMX, neither are you. 
I'm glad you can still cry to your mom. Take advantage of the support system you have. Since you mentioned Christian music - do you have a church you're comfortable at, and/or a minister you can talk to?
Hang in there girl. Sending lots of hugs your way.
Speed comes from what you put behind you. - Judi Ketteler