Just as the days started to get longer, the other day tech at the clinic quit. So I've been doing 60 hour weeks since before daylight savings started. I have managed to start home in daylight exactly once this year, and I had to stop to turn on my lights before I got home. I am getting so discouraged about my milage. I know in my head that I will never be able to build enough base to do the extended Pan-Mass I wanted to ride, I will be stretched just to do the 192 miles. I'm getting home at 9:00 to 10:30 pm, going to bed, getting up at 5:30 am and going to work. I can feel my spin deteriorating. Wednesday, the doctor had a dog slip it's collar while he was walking it and we spent the next 3 hours trying to catch it. I got the swamp detail. 3 hours of wading through the skunk cabbage and muck up to my knees and I still feel knackered. Then we have a new computing system at work, and all sorts of software issues to try to sort out, just when we have no time to do it during the support service hours. Meanwhile, we are not getting any resumes to even interview, so there isn't even much hope of relief in the near future. While I enjoy riding in the dark, there is no way it is my preferred time to ride. By the time the week-end gets here, and I clean up the house to the merely messy point, I'm too tired to ride. Right now my big goal is to get in a ride in a jersey and shorts instead of the long pants, tee, and jacket I'm still wearing to ride to work. OK, end of whine. I'm very thankful I can at least still ride to work, that I have a job I like, and eventually things will most likely get better.



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