I just want to offer a hug (((itself))). I have it, too. It's been the bane of my existence. Right now I'm feeling better about it than ever, but I still hide it as much as possible. Thanks God for skirted bikinis!
I actually feel better about my body as I get older. Go figure. I'm not sure if it's that I look good for my age, or my eyes are going.
Maybe a bit of both. But good luck with your decision. If it makes you feel better, go for it.
'02 Eddy Merckx Fuga, Selle An Atomica
'85 Eddy Merckx Professional, Selle An Atomica
'10 Soma Double Cross DC, Selle An Atomica
Slacker on wheels.