I got fired today. Via a phone call no less...

I was downsized last August and started this job Jan. 1. I am a single mom and although everyone tells you to enjoy it it's kinda hard when you're the sole bread winner and you've just moved to a new city and bought a new home. And now 5 months later I'm in the same boat - twice in 10 months is quite the crock of crud!

I guess I'm just venting. My boss, myself and 2 others were let go stating economic issues (because she was greedy enough to build a mult-million dollar buiding during these tough times and now can't afford it but it's her company).

My son is having some anxiety issues since the move last year so I'm hesitant to tell him at this time (he's 7). On the bright side, I don't have to pay full time day care for the summer!

It burns me that one month ago I asked them point blank if I needed to be looking for a new job (I haven't stopped looking in reality) and they looked me in the eye and said they would not eliminate my position. Which is the EXACT same way it happened at my last job.

I'm fluctuating between feeling like a loser and the why me scenario and the humilation of telling family and friends again (not to mention the ex), and the whole I had no control over it line.

So I just need some virtual hugs and motivation to start the job search again. And yes, I will now have time to ride my bike more during our best time of year. Aw heck, I have a home office all set up so shoot me some ideas of a home business! My background is purchasing and supply chain/operations and I have a business degree. I like dogs, biking and traveling.

Thanks for listening and have a great weekend everyone