Hang in there, Suzie! You will soon begin to feel good on that new bike, and I can assure you one day you will look back and realize you don't feel safe if you AREN'T locked into those pedals. You are doing the right thing by going to a safe place to begin riding. Take it slow and don't try to do anything too technical at first. Let us know how you feel after this weekend's ride.
"When I'm on my bike I forget about things like age. I just have fun." Kathy Sessler
2006 Independent Fabrication Custom Ti Crown Jewel (Road, though she has been known to go just about anywhere)/Specialized Jett