Well I did it...

I made my first commute to work on my road bike.

I don't care that my average speed was only 12kph!!! That's the same as when I first started riding again!
I don't care that I unclipped and WALKED the bike through every busy intersection just because I was petrified of falling over in front of the trucks!
I don't care that I was a sweaty trembling mess when I got to work!


I CONQUERED THE FEAR I HAD OF MY ROAD BIKE!!!

Okay well maybe I didn't conquer it completely... But this was the first ride I did withough falling off, bursting into tears cause I was petrified or causing a scene.

Yes. It was most enjoyable. ^_^ Just like riding should be!
And I know that I'm just going to have to ride a lone for a while until i'm comfortable enough with myself and my bike in order start riding with other people again. :P
Oh yeah and I had a flat tire when I got to work... Just SUPER.. I forgot my pump. Oh well I'll hoist her over my shoulder and run her home today. ^_^

I actually feel like I've acomplished something today