hi everyone,

Sad times right now. In addition to fracturing my collar bone, Andrew and i have broke up (it happened after I returned from vacation). He's a wonderful person and has never treated me with anything but respect. My stubborn independent reserved nature has driven him away. I can't blame him but I feel empty inside and will miss him dearly. This is not the first time this subject has come up in our relationship and he is not interested in counseling. At 36, he believes I am who I am and will not change. I feel like a failure.

We're living together, and I - having taken the summer off - am without work/pay, which makes it difficult to move out. The immobility of my left arm adds another layer of difficulty. I can't bike to de-stress and I am unexcited about the prospect of interviewing right now. Basically, I am an emotional and physical mess. I won't be posting much but I know you will be sending heartfelt wishes my way............