At this point, I actually have issues around getting enough to eat as well, although part of my problem is that I am on medication that kills my appetite. I find that I am able to eat fruit smoothies with protein powder and herbs in them. I use OJ and banana and other fresh and frozen fruit. It's along the same idea as milk shakes. I find that when I eat more protein I do gain or maintain my weight. It is a drag to be "too thin" too. I have been both too fat and too thin, but in my experience being heavy was a harder societial burden in that I felt routinely ignored, but being thin has it's down side too. My sister told me I look anorexic and I get objectified by men in ways I didn't when I was heavier. Body image is a complicated issue in the society. I do think that keeping fit, eating right, and trying to be accepting of who we are and how we look at whatever weight should be the ultimate goal. Sorry to go on so long.