Mimi! Glad to hear an update. I know it is so hard to lose a beloved husband. My sister lost her Hartman quite a few years ago now and he is still missed by all. It is very different than losing a parent. Keep chugging away and keeping busy and you will live a full life, but grieving takes time! DOn't worry about hte bike thing here; I'm a tennis player now, but once a bike person always a bike person.