Lovelygamer,

We rarely expect such bad news without any warning. The hurt you feel, the guilt of what ifs and the grief you are experiencing says that you are very kind caring and compassionate person. It's okay to cry a good cry. It's okay to feel the grief you are going through. We all understand and sympethize deeply with your loss and we all share the pain. We all have been down that road. It's always with deep heart and much saddness.

Your best cat had her best life with you. The two of you shared the best lives together. Its only befitting that you are placing her photos as a memorial.

When you are ready, a cat or kitten will pick you.

Peace be with you,

Shawn