Issues making friends?

[Catrin]

Been there, done that, gave up. It was just too hard to find a time when people could get together, and if we managed to do it, they'd tell me they had fun but then they'd go back to their lives and I'd never hear from them again.

Yes, I've had this happen as well. It becomes disheartening after a time, and I always start wondering if I am only one initiating things if perhaps they are trying to tell me something. Or not, as the case might be... Everyone is quite busy and it may not be anything more than that.

[ny biker]

Yes, I've had this happen as well. It becomes disheartening after a time, and I always start wondering if I am only one initiating things if perhaps they are trying to tell me something. Or not, as the case might be... Everyone is quite busy and it may not be anything more than that.

Yup, me too. It becomes an exercise in dwelling on all the reasons why they might not really like me after all.

[limewave]

Yes, I've had this happen as well. It becomes disheartening after a time, and I always start wondering if I am only one initiating things if perhaps they are trying to tell me something. Or not, as the case might be... Everyone is quite busy and it may not be anything more than that.

I just want to add that it can be disheartening for the friend with the kids too. Children are an incredible anchor, especially at a very young age. They are exhausting and demanding. It's more exhausting than you ever imagine it could possibly be. And simple things, like putting away the dishes, suddenly takes 4-5x as long! You can't focus on anything for more than 60 seconds without the wail of a child, the tugging of a toddler, or one of them deciding to take a dump on the floor, picking it up and running over to show you--squishing it in their hands!!!!

Seriously, I just want to go out so badly. But a sitter is so expensive. And I'm so exhausted. And it is some sick law of parenting that the one night you stay up late for real adult non-excrement slinging company--they will wake you the second your eyes begin to flutter close. The Joy of parenting can be a real prison cell. Gosh, I needed to let that out!

The lack of phone calls, plans to go out, etc. It's not personal. Certainly not in my experience. It's plain lack of opportunity. I am just now starting to experience brief moments of quiet that I had before I had children. It's a strange, welcoming feeling. I have hopes of having time again--time for myself and time to be a good friend.

[Crankin]

Those moments become more frequent pretty quickly, Limewave.
I guess I modeled myself after my own parents, who got a sitter every Saturday night, and Fridays, too when they had theatre subscription tickets.
Don't get me wrong, I spent plenty of poop slinging time with my kids, but I knew that despite being a working mom, my husband and i had to be a couple first and then parents. Or otherwise, we wouldn't be good parents.
I had a fabulous babysitter who started with us when DS #1 was 3 months old and she had just turned 12. Her family had 5 kids, with the last one being the same age as my son. They had 13 foster babies. She knew more than me. We also had her older sister and younger brother sit for us on occasion. She's now about 42, with 4 kids of her own. Maybe some would have called me selfish and irresponsible, but we went out as a couple at least twice month, sometimes more. And all of our friends we went out with were parents with young children, who I met at a playgroup I went to in the summer when I wasn't working. I had a bad attitude toward these women when I met them, but 2-3 ended up being friends for life, despite the fact I moved away.
So, in reality, I ended up making friends with people I thought I would hate because I was working and none of them were.... we did tons of things with these families, holidays, birthdays, etc.
You never know.