Thanks so much szsz. How long until you could ride again after that surgery? Does the tummy part have a big impact on cycling? I understand a little what you've been though, mentally, with making tough and scary decisions. I can't imagine the physical part. So glad you're here and doing well!

Blueberry, I'm handling it okay. Anger comes out on the bike, the rest of the time, I'm not angry or even especially sad about my diagnosis. I'm scared of things being painful and my body looking bad. I know it shouldn't matter as long as I'm healthy, but it matters.