I just want to offer a hug (((itself))). I have it, too. It's been the bane of my existence. Right now I'm feeling better about it than ever, but I still hide it as much as possible. Thanks God for skirted bikinis!

I actually feel better about my body as I get older. Go figure. I'm not sure if it's that I look good for my age, or my eyes are going. Maybe a bit of both. But good luck with your decision. If it makes you feel better, go for it.