It's good that you are going to talk to someone about this. I have a dear friend who is barely 38 and has already lost both of her parents. It's been such a struggle for her. I don't know that she's sought any professional counseling and I wish she would, but she's stubborn. I see her struggle, though...and it breaks my heart that I am not equipped to help her. I hope that time will at least heal her.

You, too. I know it will, but maybe a bit faster because you are open to let someone help. I hope it does.