dear friend: are you sure you still want to be my friend? your actions dont reflect it these days. i know you are busy, but this last time you flaked, it was intentional, and that hurts. after 20+ years of friendship, i think i deserve more consideration.

i think i'm trying too hard. i'm here if you want to reach out, but i'm not initiating this any more. you know where i live. oh wait, you don't, you've blown off all my invitations to the new place. the one i've been in for like six months.

yeah.