I had a very interesting day today, traveling across half of the state for internship interviews. Of course, today is the coldest day of the year. It was 9 F. when I left my house for Boston this morning. This morning I went to the counseling center at MA College of Pharmacy and Health Sciences. After a 20 minute drive, a train, and a trolley. I arrived half an hour early. I found a Starbucks and watched the millions of students milling around, since this school is in the Longwood medical area, by Harvard med and dental school and Brigham and Woman's hospital. Plus, there's 4 other colleges around there. The school is right next door to the hospital I was born in! It's now part of Brigham and Woman's, but it's a really old, historical looking building. Anyway, I had a very good interview and they made me feel very comfortable. Then, the same trip home, which took about an hour and fifteen minutes. I had about 45 minutes and then I had to leave to get to U Mass Medical School medical center in Worcester. It takes about forty minutes to get there, and thank goodness I allowed for some extra time, because the Google directions were wrong! I was in a panic and I finally stopped and asked directions at an Auto Zone store. Thankfully, I wasn't too far and got there just in time. It was overwhelming. It's a huge complex, especially since I had never been there. The woman interviewing me gave me very specific directions to her office, thank God.
So, now I have a dilemma. She offered me the position, which is in health psychology. I would be counseling in-patients, in all departments, ranging from cancer patients, cardiovascular, trauma, in the ER, maternity, plus some pallative care work. I would have to learn a whole bunch of things about lab values, and other medical stuff. There is an intern from my university there now, who is doing well, and also has no medical background. Even though this is sort of my dream placement, I am a little hesitant. What if I am too dense to learn this stuff? I mean, people's lives are at stake and there will be all kinds of doctors and med students around who don't exactly understand what psych interns do. And while I have a great interest in this field, I am pretty sure that you need a PhD to actually get a job in the field. It may or may not help me get a real job, although it would be very prestigious to have on my resume.
I have quite a few more interviews in the next few weeks, all at university counseling centers or community mental health centers. She is happy to wait for my decision, but it's going to be hard to make.



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