ever feel guily for riding? (warning... sad post)

[caligurl]

lbtc.... i think you misunderstood when i mentioned WIL.... he's already in a happy home.... after bonnie stopped showing him.. she wouldn't even tell us she was placing him til after he was placed cuz she knew how badly we would have wanted him... and she wanted him in an only dog situation.... however... i DO want to get another dog/puppy.. but not right now.... not sure when.... it took a year after kassie before i would consider another cat (then we ended up with two! lol!)

i plan to make a separate webpage memorial to tyler... just haven't been up to it.. maybe sometime over the next few days when i'm off work! i keep thinking things in my head that i want to remember to add... i made one for kassie and thought it came out really nice... but i also remember the tears shed when making it!

i also want to update his section of the dogs' webpage... it (along with brie's) is not too up-to-date!)

uhm.... yes... he is being cremated/has been.... we don't have him back yet, though.... that way he can always go with us if we ever move....

brie has ALWAYS been self-centered! when we had to leave tyler in the hospital... i got the impression she didn't care that he wasn't there... i may be wrong.. however... friday.. .when we came home... we both just sat on the floor in the living room and she was sniffing us (as were the cats) and she was whining..... not quite a doggie cry... but not anything she usually does... so i'm sure she realized/realizes what happened.. and because she does lay/lie in his spots occasionally.. i think.. in her own way.. she misses him! and i'm sure she'd love a puppy... as long as we paid attention to HER!

she (and the cats) are getting a lot of extra attention.... possibly too much (at least for the cats)...