Some of the pain you seem to express seems like it would be similar to that of natural parents who are estranged from their children for whatever reason.
It's a sad and painful story.
Some of the pain you seem to express seems like it would be similar to that of natural parents who are estranged from their children for whatever reason.
It's a sad and painful story.
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I don't know what EMDR is. I hope it's helpful to you, though.
Have you journaled your feelings? Keep in mind that I'm a writer, but this sounds like it would be a really helpful book for others in your situation, reading about how you've dealt with the situation and your feelings. I'm looking forward to when you've found a good therapy, whatever that may be, and are able to move on in that healthy direction you mentioned earlier.
Just a thought. I do wish you well, whatever direction you take in healing.
Roxy
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