yes all of that did make sense!!

thank you girls for putting me in perspective and telling me if i am in this relationship...then it is my issue as well.

aaron and i are very good about when something is wrong...we take a few days...and then come together and resolve it.

on this issue....we took a few months. then within the few weeks we have been trying to come together to resolve it. it's just a bigger issue than we have ever had to deal with so its taking longer.

he's such a great guy. this is the way he is thinking, "you never wanted to train before...much less do a tri. this is just new to me, your a completely new person within a few days. i love you and i support you in your training...and with guys. i can't lie to you and tell you that im not jealous of the time they get with you, but i can deal with it because i know its what makes you happy. you like training with the guys and you have friendships with them. i would never get in the way of that...i'm going to be rooting you on"

=)

it almost makes me feel guilty for him trying SO hard just to let me train....is that wrong?

i'm so happy that we are working it out but its still going to take time. you girls have given me so much to think about!!!