Donna- so good to see you back around.

Now get out there and ride your bike!

Ok, in all seriousness- you've been through some serious issues and you'll get back on when you're ready. I agree with MaryEllen- try going out for a 5 minute ride, then 10 minutes, then more as you feel up to it. Maybe what's keeping you from getting back on is just plain old fear. Once you get back on you might just remember how fun it is (I had a similar experience after a bad mtn bike crash- getting back on was scary but I did it the next week just to not let the fear keep lingering).

Give it another shot. I know you miss your bike and I'm certain it misses you. Don't be too hard on yourself, just try to have some fun. Big hugs to you.