I would have written more in my previous post but I was so tired I could barely focus. Once again, I am so sorry you have to go through this. I think Boulder would be great, we could get together for lunch or a ride or both I know it must be hard to be living there as "just friends". You may want to take this opportunity to move if you would like and focus on you and your dreams/goals in life. Let me know if you need any Boulder or surrounding area information and I will do my best to get it for you. Hang in there.