Fat bum

[Caroline]

I have found that i have gained weight and muscles in my thighs and probably my backside too, but it looks better than the pre-muscle state, so if i go up a size i don't care.

I'd rather have heavier better shaped legs and butt anyday. I have a cousin who has no butt at all. ! I don't think men like that either..

I agree that my legs look 10x better now than when I was a fat pedestrian - I am just concerned that, the muscle is building under the fat, that's still probably thinning as I go along, but i am not able to see that, I am just concerned that I have no control over my overall 'mass'.

I know that 3500 cal excess in a pound of fat, but I am no way exceeding that at all. And I do allow myself myself a chocolate bar the day i am cycling 100km in the Mountains But my 2000 cals worth of cycling more than makes up for the 200 cals bar...

i am all annoyed and confused