I hear you katluvr.

If I want to get better on the bike and get the most out of my training (which I do) I just have to suck it up and say that I am going to eat these thrilling athletically formulated calories on the bike - all of them that I need - and then I am just going to have to make a sacrifice at the social hour after the ride and NOT eat the junk food, nachos, whatever. I'll have something (and a beer), but I am not going to overindulge. Which I think is the only way I am going to accomplish the training goal AND the weight goal simultaneously. So far so good at least.