Spoke - I went through a period like this that lasted years... first my father died of cancer, then my uncle one month later, then my mother had a heart attack one month after that... we got through that then another uncle was diagnosed with colon cancer (he survived and is doing very well 5 years later) and my mom was diagnosed with cervical cancer, my aunt died of lung cancer, I had to put my dog down and my grandmother died from pneumonia (all that happened withing 6 months)... Then few years later, more cancers more surgeries more family members very close to death. It's a very hard thing to deal with and my heart goes out to you. But it is possible to get through it all and come out the other side a happy and stronger person. (((((((Hugs)))))). Take care of yourself.