Veronica - Big Hugs. Baby steps, give yourself time, but I agree wholeheartdly with Oakleaf - can you get outside? I can say "Erin," "kitty," and "died" in the same sentence without getting a lump in my throat, go to the vet's office for other kittie's needs without feeling the same lump. So it will get better. I can't stay too blue too long when my dog does gentle licks on my hand or leg when the sun is at the appropriate angle for WALK! Seeing an old dog still able to go from 0 to 60, happy dance all over the place does lift the spirits. I've always enjoyed a brisk walk and find that does wonders for my spirits.

Hope you get to feeling back to normal.