Thanks guys. I wish i felt good about myself at the moment. As my mom said this afternoon time heals all wounds and though I feel this one is pretty deep I know it could be a lot worse. I simply do not want to end bitter over this - the handwritting was on the wall I simply kept telling myself we would work things out and turn it around for the better. How wrong I was. The hard part will be the bike club functions since we attended those together. I will not stop riding with the club because he walked away from me. I wish I could ride tomorrow for I'd kick his a** on the afternoon ride

I really need to ride to work some of this off but won't see my doctor until Wednesday afternoon. Of course, I'll share with her the fact the I had to tote a 40 lb bag of dog food in my house (I was gentle). She will probably have a thing or two to say I'm sure.

I'll be fine I'm sure.