Would you like to join my pity party?

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Well, from someone who just gave Missouri's MAP tests, how ridiculous is it that your tests aren't clear enough for a good student? Seems like you should make a complaint about that. Sounds like a huge flaw to me. Actually, I have yet to see one of these tests that doesn't have a problem or two. You certainly sounded like you proctored it fine. I'd ask around, see if this isn't a problem elsewhere in the state.

As for the BF? You said "My boyfriend hurts my feelings and now won't talk to me He hurts YOU and somehow it's YOUR fault? I know it's one sentence, and I don't have the full story, but this scares me for you. I'd go talk to someone, friend, relative and get their slant on things. Go to the library, search the web, tons of stuff on relationships and you can learn so much about yourself. This seems like a huge red flag to me. If you like, PM me and I can steer you to some books and sites.

I'll be thinking of you and hope today is better.

signed,

been there, done that, both times.