Thanks for all of your relpies, I greatly appreciate your thoughts and efforts. I know I have to be more positive which I have been working hard at, and I know it is not just about me. Sometimes it is just hard to look outside of my little "box" to see the larger picture. I will take all of your comments and advice and try even harder to live by them....Thanks again for all of your support. This is an awesome site with wonderful people. I just hope I can repay you all with an "ear" when you need one.