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[Wahine]

That's great sunshine. Everyday a little closer to good health. I'm very happy for you. Keep it up.

[hellosunshine]

OH DEAR!so,stuck at 46 kg.and my speed has stabalised too,im off the pace of last year and my recovery isnt A1.


so,i KNOW least i think that its due to loss of power/weight etc-well,so im told SO..........how the hell did you lot make sure you ate the extra to gain weight,especially as 99% of the bike population are exhonerated for losing weight,its blinking tuff..........went to dr and we cocluded its being strong willed about it all,i wonder if im doing the right thing but reading your posts half of me knows i am-just need to kill the gremlins of doubt.


RACING TODAY....thurs did a tt and a girl i used to beat put 26 secs into me.bother bother.

[hellosunshine]

been out of cyberspace,so mig a battle its being!!!47kg.phew,ok 1/2 kg but taken me a lot of anguish and 3 months!!!!!and won a bike race sat-gee the medics so so wishy washy,all theyre interested in is my "mind" and all i want is help and support gaining weight to ressurrect my bike strength!!!!

ANYWAY,been signed by a new team so its something to aim for and a team that believes in me-DONT YOU FIND SELF ESTEEM is the route of EVERYTHING????

and,ordered this today,human kinetics, "disordered eating among atheletes" couldnt get it on amazon so a hefty £32-blimey!loadsa scientific research in it too,so should be able to trick my brain and continue to do the right thing..........i suddenly have a drive and real vigour tp crack IT again!