How exciting!! Don't be depressed about these little nuisances. Go for it and don't lose sight of your goal. IF you temporarily have to fall back on your BF, that's okay because it all comes around. One day he'll need help with something and you'll be there for him. And IF you do end up eventually having to work a different job to get by, just make sure you keep putting the same effort into you're real goal. The problem occurs when you accept the part-time gig and no longer work towards your real endeavor because it's easier. Even if you have to do an internship while you waitress, you just gotta be persistant. Good luck and save me a spot on the slopes!!