Quote Originally Posted by KnottedYet View Post
I am feeling huge relief. Amazing huge relief. In fact, right now I'm in terror that it WON'T end after all. Letter or no. That I'll cave again, or she won't get it.
KN, I hope you keep a journal or even just print out these posts and paste them in a journal. I know I suffered terribly from magical thinking about "making it right" with my ex. You've been miserable, we've all seen that. You can have joy, peace, love, support, sex, the whole nine yards. But you've got to make space in your life for it. And your (new) ex has shown that she cannot be that person. Stay strong, come talk to us for a solid dose of reality, and ride Flossie a lot. (((KN))) L.