I think there have been millions and millions of people who suffered/are suffering from depression who never really know. They just wait to "snap out of it" and never seek help. I have done that a lot in the past, knowing my "sadness" would pass. However, this time, I knew it wouldn't! I cried for 30 days straight. When I wasn't crying, I was MAAAAAAAAAAD! at the world, at God, at everyone! I knew I had a problem.

But my situation is different from the normal depression as it is linked to a "situation" of itself. I don't know how you move on past something when it affects you heart so deeply! I am going on 8 months......not crying anymore, but I still think about the situation every minute of every day. I know, without a doubt, that if the right "circumstance" happened, my depression would instantly be over! Does that make sense? Yes, you guessed it... I am nursing a broken heart!

Oh, well.......my heart goes out to everyone battling this monster like I am. It's not fun! The only time I am not in the depths of despair is when I am tremendously busy with sales calls or riding my bike. So, I ride as often as possible!

Just my situation.......I'm sure others suffer differently.