See dear cat thread:
why are they having a turf war with the dogs??
I hate myself sometimes because I've learned to do lots of things fairly well. I wish I didn't know how to cook or bake then some one else can do it for me.
I hate fixing computers. It is so frustrating and time consuming. Why can't they just stay running? And all those "evil-doers" who have to try their mettle with computer virus. I hate you for making more work for me!!
I'm getting really frustrated with building my new ride. A human powered vehicle. A trike with full body... I've made a quarter scale static model sans canopy. Making the canopy has been very frustrating. I've tried to form it out of plexiglass and its not forming right.
Made a large display format cycling computer with minimal function so its easy to work. Making the case has been exercise in futility.
I wish I didn't know how to weld using oxy-acetylene. I wish I didn't know how to use a metal lathe, a mill, or any of the power tools. Even wood working tools. I wish I didn't know how to throw pottery on the wheel or how to fire them... I wish I had zero understanding in chemistry, aerodynamics, mechanics, physics, electronics, computers... My sister can't do tenth of what I know how to do and she is blissfully ignorant and happy!! And here I am suffering in my own angst, my ennui sigh... My advanced degree, a flypaper on the wall isn't helping any. I've thrown away the rest of the flypaper. They just dirty my wall.
All are conspiring and laughing at me. I feel defeated. So I eat and I've never weigh as much as I do today. WHY ME!!
Henri on youtube... You have company and even your nemesis the white idiot cat, I have an equivalent. And yes she too is blissful in her ignorance.
tomorrow will be another day of frustration. If it was groundhog day it wouldn't be so bad.



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