May/June Weight Loss Challenge

[Tri Girl]

163.8 WTH???v Awesome- I gained 2 lbs. Super.

grrrrr... I am NOT happy about gaining 2 lbs this week. I didn't eat that terribly.... but I didn't workout as much as normal (2 days less than normal). Some days I swear I just want to take diet pills and say to hell with the consequences of damaging my heart. I'm SO sick and tired of fighting this weight battle- I want to scream. Why can't my weight be a non-issue instead of an all-consuming issue all day, every day of my life since I was a teenager? I know it could be worse, but still...just feeling frustrated. Just so sick and tired of fighting this battle and so sick of the emotions that darn scale brings out in me. I'm down I'm happy for a week. I'm up I get cranky. And everyone of my naturally thin friends keep trying to tell me tips and tricks the last few weeks (and I'm not even asking for their help) and I want to punch them because they've never struggled with weight and they don't know what it's like to eat well, deprive yourself and still struggle to lose poundage.
Sorry for the rant. I actually feel a little better.


Rant over- back on the wagon...