Quote Originally Posted by Crankin View Post
...I can just blame my fears on my neurotic Jewish family of origin.
You do know that Jews have been awarded the highest number of Nobel prizes, right? Look, Julia Child admitted she couldn't boil water before she figured it all out. Einstein was bored with math and performed poorly in school. I think there will come a time when you will have an epiphany and your life will never be the same again. Each day you add another page in your life. Perhaps soon you will turn a page and begin a new chapter in your life.