Lorri,

It's so difficult to experience the uncertainty and not knowing that comes with this waiting time. And adding the potential financial worries to the health worries is a lot to sit with. I think I would cry, too, even as I was telling myself that it would probably be ok in the end.

I had my annual mammogram this afternoon, and was just sitting there with that gigantic gown floating around me, trying to read a magazine while the technician checked the images, while telling myself "it will be normal... of course, it will be normal," but really asking "Will it be normal?" and trying very hard to not let my mind go to the "What if?" My heart is with you this evening.

Sending hugs & hope for your peace & well-being.

Kathy