so, I'm 42 years old and had my first mammogram yesterday. besides crying in the waiting room (stress), the whole process was quick and painless (and I'm very small breasted).

my sister (53 years old) had breast cancer earlier this year and had 3 surgeries and 6 weeks of radiation. and her SIL is going through treatment for it right now -- two surgeries and chemo . SIL never had a mammogram until my sister had cancer.

the women's health center called me this morning. I have to go back in for another mammogram and an ultrasound on my right breast. they can't fit me in until December 31st.

I'm an anxious, crying wreck, and I know I can tell you ladies. I've had enough health crap in my life for ten women and I don't think I can deal with this. I also don't have health insurance right now (turned down because of pre-existing conditions) so the financial aspects of possibly having breast cancer are pretty daunting, not to mention that I own my own business (coaching) and any time lost would be detrimental to my business.

okay, just had to get that all out there. thanks for listening. I always appreciate the support from this group.

Lorri