Is it possible that you're struggling with depression? Lack of motivation to do what you intuitively know you should do...well, it's one sympton...
If you're anywhere near Bethel Maine in July...we'll be there riding...I assure you that Silver is a motivator!!!
In addition, there's a group of 80 teenagers from Bloomington completing a three week ride from Fort Meyers to Vermont on July 15...drive over there and see them at the end of the line...I think it will be motivating to see these 13 year olds finishing a 1,500 mile ride....http://us.1.p11.geocities.com/decycl...ana/index.html
If you don't grow where you're planted, you'll never BLOOM - Will Rogers