Hey ladies - I am admittedly depressed. It's temporary, I am sure, but....whenever I post a thread to you all about something that's bothering me, I always feel better afterwards so....here goes.

I am very very excited that I will be moving soon, to a place I really love. I've known about the move for a while, and BF has been working his butt off - all kinds of overtime - and secured us a nice savings so we won't be struggling w/ $$$ in the new city. However, I always pay my own bills - and make about 1/3 that he does, so my skimpy little savings will only last me about a month after my current job finishes on Nov 3rd. I really have my mind set on the job I am looking for, but it is a difficult industry to break into w/ out experience. So I am not sure how long I can hold out before I just take "something". Which will suck.
I am doing everything I can to get all kinds of contacts set up in my new city, before I get out there, but still. I'm a bit of a control freak, and not knowing is super tough for me. I just don't want to have to ask BF for bill $$, and I don't want to just take a job because I have to.

Why can't people just trust me when I say "I will kick A$$ at this job!!!!" ?

That's it - see I feel better already. Colorado look out, I'll be there soon.
Of course I figure that the days I'm still unemployed could be used to improve my snowboarding skills.

Hugs,
cheri