
Originally Posted by
Nanci
Sad crying. Just miss my dad crying. It's not fair that I am 47 and my parents have both been dead for over 10 years. All the stuff they don't know about me. Cave diving, divorce, moving to Florida, grandchildren, cycling, running, triathlons- I don't get to share any of it.
Nanci ~ I am so sorry about your losses. I am fortunate enough to still have my mom, but my dad died late last year, and it still hurts a lot. Every day when I look at his picture in my living room, I think that it's just wrong that he is not here. I miss sharing my life with him and telling him what I am doing, and seeing the pride in his eyes. I haven't been able to bring myself to ride on the road since he died (in a car accident). I am planning to take a short ride to the farmer's market with my husband next Saturday and hope that I have the strength to do it. I know my dad would want me to go on living, but I miss him so very much, so your post really struck a chord. On a more positive note, as a direct result of losing my dad and becoming fearful of the road, I have discovered the joys of mountain biking, and I love it. Thanks, Dad. And thank you, Nanci, for sharing your feelings. I hear you loud and clear....
Emily
Emily
2011 Jamis Dakar XC "Toto" - Selle Italia Ldy Gel Flow
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