Hi - I'm Back...With a Twist (LONG)!

[emily_in_nc]

Hi Ladies!

I am sure some of you will remember me and the tumultuous year I had last year.... fracturing my pelvis in April (dog accident while riding) and then losing my dad to a car accident in October. To say that 2005 was the most difficult year of my life is an understatement. I managed to go through the paces, not get fired from my job, nor divorced from my husband, but it has been hard. Lots of tears, lots of grieving, and lots of introspection.

One of the things in my world that took a big hit was my cycling. I was back to road riding last August after my accident, a bit fearfully and with some hip pain, but after my dad died, I just couldn't bring myself to get back on the bike. And as many of you know, the longer you stay off, the harder it is to get back on. I dreamed about riding, I thought about riding, but I just didn't want to be out on the roads with motorists and dogs. I still don't. I think losing my Dad (who drove a tiny little Honda Civic) to a driver in a huge, honking pickup truck reminded me of how very small and defenseless I was on my bicycle out amongst motor vehicles of all shapes and sizes, and how very lucky I've been over the years to ride thousands of miles without serious incident until my own accident (and that didn't even involve a motor vehicle, thank goodness!)

So, I hadn't ridden since October. My husband and I got into hiking and spent all winter and spring doing longer and longer hikes, around home and in the NC mountains, and culminating in a trip to the southwest US the first two weeks in May, where we hiked in 6 national parks, including a rim-to-river and back (in one day!) Grand Canyon hike of 18.2 miles. It was simply amazing, beautiful, and deeply fulfilling.

But I still missed cycling. Finally I could stand it no longer. I'd heard a gal at work talking about mountain biking on some local trails and wanting some companionship, so I raised my hand and joined her for the first time this past week. I had a BLAST! We started easy on packed gravel fire roads, no single-track for now (she can handle it, but I need to work up to it and get used to my MTB again), but I couldn't wipe the grin off my face the entire time I rode. It was slow and only about 8-10 miles, but I've been on a high ever since. And we've talked about making this a weekly thing, which I'd love.

Boy am I saddle sore! I had forgotten how well the body adapts to riding, and how hard it is to start again. But it's worth it!

So, for the first time since 2-22-2006, I am taking a peak into this forum, where I used to spend so much time. I have really missed you gals. I've been lurking a little in the "Mountain Biking" section and am planning on learning more. I have an inexpensive hardtail (REI Novara Bonita) that I like, but if I really get caught up in the bug, I may eventually go for a full-suspension. It's way, way too early to tell, but I think I may have just found the answer to how I can continue cycling but not ride in fear. I might just have to become a dirt chick!

Anyway, that's all for now. Hope y'all have all been doing well and riding lots! I look forward to reading more and catching up.

Big hugs,

Emily

[KnottedYet]

Hooray! Welcome back!

[DrBee]

Good for you to overcome all of that and make it back onto the bike! Welcome back!

[Surlygirl]

Emily, wahoooooo. I've often thought of you and missed you on the board. Of course I remember you and I realize how hard it must have been for you. The board has gotten so much bigger since you were last here, but there are a few of us old timers still lurking here and lots of newbies.
Good luck on your rides. Glad to hear you are doing well. Now if we could just get Crystal back on her bike over at girlbike.com
Jody

[Adventure Girl]

It's really nice to see you back on the forum, Em! After your accident, I was so inspired by your struggle and return to cycling. But then you posted that your father had passed away and you were taking a break. I often wondered if you were riding at all.

Welcome back! Mountain biking is so different from road riding. It's good to hear that your enjoying yourself on 2 wheels again!

[snapdragen]

Welcome back!

[DeniseGoldberg]

Emily -
Welcome back - to both the forum and more importantly to cycling. It's funny, but I was just thinking about you and wondering how you were doing. And now we know!

--- Denise

[Selkie]

Wow, Emily, I was just thinking about this past week and was going to post, asking if anyone had heard from you. WELCOME BACK!!!

[Blueberry]

So glad to hear that you're doing well and back in the saddle!!!

Let me know if you ever want to get together and ride the gravel trails in Duke Forest (I won't venture onto single track, but think I could handle gravel )

Carrie Anne

[cindysue]

it warmed my heart to read your story. Welcome back to TE and to getting back on a bike.

((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))))

[crazycanuck]

Hey Emily,

Nice to see you back! Thanks for coming back and letting us know how things have gone for you.

Take care

c

[caligurl]

oh emily! WELCOME BACK! it's SO nice to see you on the forums and to see that you've been out on the bike!!!!!!

i've missed you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!