day one.when will the peculiar feelings ,like slightly etheral (!) wear off?i can only hope a more positive outlook will aid bike performance as at ther moment my depression is crushing my race goals and self belief.but i do worry it may take away that winning bite.there again,as ive just said,depression saps up any desire to release your potential.as well as crushing all normal social interaction and self esteeem
oddly taking a positive proactive chemical action was a relief.enough was enough.
im going through a health clear up,still fighting an eating disorder and aiming to get strong,halting the osteoporotic slide and started the pill to begin my periods again.im 40 in 3 weeks,its M.O.T time!



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