My daughter had practiced and practiced her clarinet for district auditions her sophomore year. One week before auditions, she was hit by a truck. In the hospital she was saying "Will I be able to go to auditions?" (With a skull fracture and pinkie fracture--no,she wasn't.) She was SO disappointed. After we came home, her clarinet teacher visited her. He said she'd done the important part with all the practicing and hard work.
The next year she had performance anxiety during chair auditions in band so even though she'd again practiced a lot, we weren't sure at all if she'd make district band. She had a great audition, no anxiety attack, and was 6th out of all ~80 or so who auditioned which put her at 2nd chair, 2nd part. This year-- she made 1st chair, 1st part! She has all the solos! Wow!
You probably have something amazing to look forward to.
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