Ok, so i have some issues here.

First one, I haven't been cycling as much as I want to, but I think i'm a little bored of cycling. It's hard to explain, but Singapore is really really small. there aren't that many places to go. And my job keeps me really busy. I have a two foot tall pile of papers to grade currently sitting on my desk. (I've put on 8lbs in the last year)

Second one is the dilemma, its really much more interesting than the first.
I'm supposed to go on a ride in Malaysia this weekend. It's a two day thing, we go there and back, about 100miles each way. So thats like a double century. It's planned by a grp of fellas i ride with, and we have no support vehicle.

the thing is, i'm kinda out of shape, I've been riding like.. once a week. Also, I'm recovering from the flu... (I did the same ride while equally out of shape 2 months ago, but there was a one day break between the rides, took me about 9 hrs each way)

I'm kinda guessing I shouldn't go... in case i can't make it halfway then i'll be stranded and i'll inconvenience everyone... (but then i'm also thinking, I'll probably be alright...and i'm just being a bum)

What do u ladies think. (I don't even know why i am posting this, but I think i am just looking to see what people would say about this...)

DEe